第二百五十三章 留给自己的子弹
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<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y2h54m56YeM5piv5om25qGR5Z+O5LiA5L2N5L2P5rCR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>卡特里是扶桑城一位住民。
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他来到这座宏大而悲凉的城市已有三年。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuO5Y6f5pys5q2j5bi455qE55Sf5rS75LiA5aSc5LmL6Ze06LeM5YWl6L+Z5aSE5peg6Ze05Zyw54ux77yM5LuW6Z2g552A6L+Q5rCU5LiO5oyj5omO5bqm6L+H5LqG5LiA5q615q6L6YW355qE5bm05bKB77yM5oiQ5Li65LqG5b2T5Yid5ZCM5pyf5rWB5rCR5Lit5pyA5ZCO55qE5bm45a2Y6ICF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
从原本正常的生活一夜之间跌入这处无间地狱，他靠着运气与挣扎度过了一段残酷的年岁，成为了当初同期流民中最后的幸存者。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YW35L2T5piv5LiN5piv5pyA5ZCO55qE77yM5LuW6Ieq5bex5YW25a6e5Lmf5LiN55+l6YGT44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
具体是不是最后的，他自己其实也不知道。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2G5piv5LuW5Zac5qyi6L+Z5LmI6Ieq56ew77yM5Zug5Li66L+Z5LmI6Ieq56ew5Y+v5Lul6Ieq5oiR6IKv5a6a77yM5Zyo6L+Z6I2J6I+F5Lq65ZG955qE5LiW55WM6YCa6L+H5q+U54OC5p2l6IKv5a6a6Ieq5bex55qE5Lu35YC844CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
但是他喜欢这么自称，因为这么自称可以自我肯定，在这草菅人命的世界通过比烂来肯定自己的价值。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Iez5LqO5b2T5Yid55qE5ZCM5pyf5YW25LuW5rWB5rCR5pyJ6LCB77yM55Sa6Iez5pyJ6LCB6L+Y5rS7552A77yM5LuW6YO95bey57uP6K6w5LiN5b6X5riF5qWa5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
至于当初的同期其他流民有谁，甚至有谁还活着，他都已经记不得清楚了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Zyo5om25qGR5Z+O5rWR5rWR5Zmp5Zmp5Zyw5rS7552A77yM5Lmf5Y+q5oOz6L+Z5qC35rS7552A77yM5LuW5a+55Y+Y5by65rKh5pyJ5omn552A77yM5Y2z5L2/5LuW5piO55m95Zyo6L+Z5Liq5LiW55WM5LiN5Y+Y5by65Y+v6IO96L+e6Ieq5bex5pyq5p2l5oCO5LmI5q276YO95LiN55+l6YGT44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
他在扶桑城浑浑噩噩地活着，也只想这样活着，他对变强没有执着，即使他明白在这个世界不变强可能连自己未来怎么死都不知道。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2G5piv5LuW5pWi5L+h6KqT5pem5pem5Zyw6IKv5a6a77yM5aaC5p6c5LuW5Y675ZGo5Zu06YKj5LiJ5Liq55WM57q/5bim5Lit5o6i57Si77yM6LCL5rGC55Sf6Lev55qE6K+d77yM5LuW5b+F54S25piv5Lya5q275b6X5b6I5YeE5oOo55qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
但是他敢信誓旦旦地肯定，如果他去周围那三个界线带中探索，谋求生路的话，他必然是会死得很凄惨的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuF5LuF5piv5Zyo5bSp5Z2P55WM57q/5bim5Lit55qE5Yeg5qyh57uP5Y6G77yM5bCx6K6p5LuW5b+D5oOK6IOG5oiY44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
仅仅是在崩坏界线带中的几次经历，就让他心惊胆战。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6KKr5ZCN5Li64oCc5bSp5Z2P4oCd55qE6IO96YeP5L616JqA55qE54G854On5oSf5bCa5LiU5Y6G5Y6G5Zyo55uu77yM6YKj5q615pe26Ze05LuW5oSf6KeJ6Ieq5bex55Sf5LiN5aaC5q2744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
被名为“崩坏”的能量侵蚀的灼烧感尚且历历在目，那段时间他感觉自己生不如死。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZCO57ut5Y2z5L2/5pS+5byD5Y6755WM57q/5o6i57Si77yM552h5qKm5Lit5Lmf5pe25bi456y8572p5Zyo6YKj5Liq6Zi05b2x5LmL5LiL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
后续即使放弃去界线探索，睡梦中也时常笼罩在那个阴影之下。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Lqr5b+D6YO95bey57uP57K+55ay5Yqb56ut77yM5a+55LqO5LuW6ICM6KiA77yM57un57ut6L+Z5qC35rS7552A5oiW6K646L+Y5LiN5aaC5bmy6ISG5Zyw5q275Y6744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
身心都已经精疲力竭，对于他而言，继续这样活着或许还不如干脆地死去。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2G5piv5oCv5oem6ICF5peg5rOV5aS65Y+W6Ieq5bex55qE55Sf5ZG977yMPC9wPg=='));</script>
但是怯懦者无法夺取自己的生命，<div id="z78fgsn46h">